Oh Jon, there is no escaping Christmas, wherever I look, wherever I go it torments me. Time moves ever faster to the day we used to share with so much joy and love, we all know it is going to be hard but we will get through it and we will mark it in your memory. We all love and miss you so very much Jon, how I wish you would walk through the door and greet me with that big bear hug you were so good at. It's been so long. I hope you will celebrate Christmas with Grandma and Aunty Alison and all the family you never met before. Until I see you again I love you, I love you. X